And yet...
Maybe my problem isn't with too many things going on. Maybe it's not enough God.
Maybe I spend so much time trying to cram everything in...and then trying to recouperate...that I push God to the side with intentions of finding Him later. When I'm ready. When I can fit Him in.
I went to my worship night tonight. I had nothing prepared. That's really not all that unusual these days...but tonight I had a lack of enthusiasm and direction to accompany my nothing. Thankfully, no one else showed up. Just me and Him.
I really needed that tonight. Prayed for it even. It was pretty pathetic, all three songs I picked out on the spot. But He is faithful, and drew me into prayer, where He met me. "This poor man called, and the LORD heard him... (Ps 34:6)." He heard my cries, and He came. He gave me rest for my soul.
I'm still tired. Weary. I still can't say I love my job or have more energy to face tomorrow.
But deep inside, way down where only He can reach, He gave me rest.
And for now, that is enough.
2 comments:
I hear you, sister. I know where your at and I pray that He draws you closer and closer to His side in the upcoming days and weeks.
Hugs,
Julie
You know what?
I love you.
And I'm sorry I didn't make it tonight. Aside of the fact that I couldn't see my way there, I thought it was already Wednesday. I missed out.
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